[ ...she went to speak, but she catches herself. She was going to say of course she wasn't. The other magi could've done anything without her help. Her mind starts to drift to why she wanted to keep going in her last battle in the first place. To do something useful at the cost of her own life. She was lucky enough for that to not come to the worst outcome.

...instead, she thought of something else. Before that battle. ]

We had a lot of skilled fighters, but that's not all there is to it. If it was just strength, we would've been wiped out completely.

...the person we shoved in charge told me once. For everything bad that had happened to him, for as much as I had messed up before, he'd still need me to be there with him, as long as I can.

I suppose...

...yeah. I was a little important.