[ She takes a breath. She wants to tell him that she does, that she'd rather take that pain herself than inflict it on anyone else. All she can think is... try as she might. She can't be selfish. She doesn't want to be selfish. ]
I can't... I can't be like this right now. I can't get angry, I can't afford to feel bad... If I crumble like this... Aisaka-san, her party... I have to be stronger than this...!
All this did is remind me of how weak I actually still am. I can't even help someone I want to be friends with.
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[ She takes a breath. She wants to tell him that she does, that she'd rather take that pain herself than inflict it on anyone else. All she can think is... try as she might. She can't be selfish. She doesn't want to be selfish. ]
I can't... I can't be like this right now. I can't get angry, I can't afford to feel bad... If I crumble like this... Aisaka-san, her party... I have to be stronger than this...!
All this did is remind me of how weak I actually still am. I can't even help someone I want to be friends with.