[ It's okay to admit it. Despite the reason why she can't do it. As much as she hates that she did that. That she said any of it. ]

She... doesn't want to be special to anyone. She doesn't want anyone to celebrate things like her birthday and Christmas with her. She doesn't want to feel jealous because of any couples, doesn't want to feel like she's important in any way. She thinks she's a terrible person.

I can't talk to her, Yuuto. If I kept doing it, I'd just keep thinking, I'm talking to myself. I'd go right back to hating myself the more I do it.

I told her I don't want anyone to feel like a replacement... Inaba-san doesn't deserve to be yelled at because of who I am. She doesn't.